Yes, this new friend of mine thought he was more grown up than he actually is. He tried to fly out of his nest but instead came falling down into our garden. He's been here since Tuesday. He hops around our garden, hiding in bushes until my dog accidentally finds him and he hops his little way to the next nearest bush. He still thinks he can fly coz in the third picture, he's trying to run away from the camera by trying to fly. When he didn't succeed, he ran into the bushes again. He's so cute. I want to keep him. But his parents are looking after him. The made him a nest on the ground and come out to feed him. And i've been told that I can't pick him up becoz our human smell when stick to him and then his parents might reject him. :( I don't want that to happen!

So ning or anyone else who's an expert on animals, in particular birds, I wanted to know how long it will take before Birdie can fly? Obviously I'm not sure how old he is... but he has been in our garden for four days now. And we can't let our doggie out becoz we're scared she'll harm Birdie. He seems to be doing alright coz his parents are around. I just hope he learns to fly soon before anything bad happens. But till then, I will take good care of him. :D

my thoughts @ 10:57 AM

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i wanna go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!

things to buy:
- jeans
- dress
- shelf
- shoes
- folders
- presents
- shirts

Melly, wanna go shopping with me?! hahaha... ;)

my thoughts @ 3:25 PM

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It was a sad day today...
one... becoz the exam didn't go well
two... becoz it means time to grow up
and three... becoz i'll miss my BECE gurls




my thoughts @ 11:26 PM

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5 hours and counting...
till the last exam of the semester...
till my last exam of the year...
till my last exam of my uni life...

After today, I will no longer be considered a 'student'. That's a scary thought. Exciting. But scary. But I don't want to think about that now. All I'm looking foward to is the thought of being FREE for a a couple of weeks. Then I need to get serious about looking for a job. I mean, not that I haven't been looking for jobs at all... I have... but just not as much as I should have been. My other uni friends have gotten jobs already... whether it'd be in a child care, kinder... or even school. I've applied to some... but have gotten no response yet. Teachers have told me not to be disheartened at the number of rejections that I may get. There are always other opportunities.

Well, I can't sit here yet and ponder about my future, even though I have one exam left, I still have to actually pass it before I can go foward into the working world. So, with that, I better go make the most of my last 5 hours of studying and will see all of you on the other side... when Im FREE!!! :D



my thoughts @ 9:20 AM

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my thoughts @ 8:01 PM

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I dunno what's wrong with me...

I don't know whether its because I'm stressed... or tired... or under pressure... or that i just miss hanging out with friends... but I keep making all these mistakes... careless mistakes that shouldn't happen. Like forgetting things... being disorganised... not replying to things... not writing things down properly... not knowing things i should... wasting time... ... I mean sure, everyone makes mistakes. We're human. But mistakes are only made here and there. Lately, for me, it seems to be a regular thing. And I know I'm not normally this bad. Even though some are only little mistakes... little mistakes that I can learn from... its making little mistakes with things that are important. And other people suffer from my mistake... not just me. I feel so bad...



my thoughts @ 9:42 PM

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there's so much sadness in the world atm... that sometimes we lose sight of the little things that help us get through the day. So, I thought I would focus on the small positives that make my days...

I love...
... waking up late in the morning
... talking to my daily morning buddies... al and cam
... the way my dog looks like a ball of white fluff after a bath
... dancing in my bedroom
... listening to songs that perfectly describe how i feel at the time
... meeting new people
... studying and understanding what im studying
... cooking a meal once in a while
... the sun shining through my bedroom window
... serving customers who are just a delight to talk to
... laughing with friends over stupid things
... taking random photos
... playing solitaire and freecell because i'm bored
... the random sms from friends that make me smile
... the way little children giggle
... getting lost in Myer because of one broken escalator
... eating cake and drinking hot chocolate

ok, the list could go on forever... i guess when you really think about it, there are so many more positives than negatives in your life. Just gotta make sure you remember them every once in a while...

my thoughts @ 11:47 PM

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Handed in my final assignment on Thursday. It felt good... but sad at the same time. I still can't believe that its my final year. It seems too surreal. But its happening alright. 2 exams to go before I say bye bye to my years of studying (*touch wood*)... and hello hello to the working world. lolz.

But first, must concentrate on exams. Focus, focus, focus... study, study, study...

I have lots of things to look forward to after my exams though, which will keep me motivated. And I can't wait! =D

my thoughts @ 6:49 PM

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Its so not my day today... anything that could go wrong, did.

First it started with me sleeping in more than I wanted to because I wanted to get my assignment finished by tonight. Ok, so that was purely my fault. I shouldn't have told myself '10 more mins...' everything my alarm went off. So I finally got up at 10:30am (instead of 9am) and started on my assignment. I have been stuck the little corner of my study, sitting here, typing my assignment for the WHOLE day. I only went out of the room for lunch and to refill my cup with tea. The rest of the time was spent slugging away on my assignment.

But i was on a roll this morning. I felt good about doing my assignment and compared to my last post, I was actually motivated to do my assignment. I reread the assessment criteria and went over the parts of my assignment that needed fixing up. I had fixed up a major part of my assignment and went to press the save button... only to find that it wouldn't save. It kept saying that the disk was full or that I had too many programs opened. So I closed all the other programs I was using (which consisted of other word documents and excel) and tried saving it again. But it still came up with the same message. Getting frustrated, I kept pressing ok and then tried to save it again... and again... and again... until something happened and I lost it!!! I lost all the work I did this morning!!! I was NOT happy. >.< Quickly complaining to Cam, I was hoping he could help me revive my work... but no luck. My work had disappeared on me. I was soooo annoyed.

So after typing it all up again (it was quite annoying trying to remember what I had typed), I managed to get quite a lot done. Thank goodness I didn't have classes, dance or work to worry about! I really need this whole day to finish my assignment. So like I said, the only reason I would go out of the room was to eat or refill my cup. So this particular outing to the kitchen was to refill my cup. When I got back, I sat my cup down next to me, near the mouse... stumbled around for my pen and as i turned around to check under my surveys, I splashed my tea all over my surveys that I needed for my assignment! FANTASTIC!

Definitely not what I needed. Im stressed as it is without everything else going wrong. Alright, time for dinner. Need energy to keep me going throughout the night. >.<

my thoughts @ 7:19 PM

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I am soooo frustrated with this assignment right now...
and when i get frustrated, i become restless and just wanna cry...
I'm sick of it...
really really sick of it...
I have no idea what I'm writing...
No idea how to elaborate...
because stoopid me didn't write up questions properly...
and now my stoopid results don't make any sense...
and im stresssssssssed!!!!!!!!!

someone kill me now... please...

my thoughts @ 12:08 AM

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my thoughts @ 11:42 PM

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It's been a very relaxing week compared to the rest of the year. I've actually had time to have fun with friends. Which, I must add, is something that I needed so badly!

So lets see:

Friday: finished class, went to see my grade 1's

Saturday: bummed at home

Sunday: worked

Monday & Tuesday: first aid course (I had to pay to sit for a test! >.< But you can call me Dr. ABC now :) hehe)

Wednesday: IMAX and museum with my kids (soooooo much fun!!! especially the 3D movie! It was amazing! I recommend you guys go see it if you haven't yet already. Because it was with my grade 1's, we went to see a documentary on 'Bugs' because that's what they're studying at school. So knowing that it was a documentary and about bugs, I wasn't too excited. But it was totally not what I expected! It was sooooo much better! Because it was 3D, there was a part where a spider drops down from its web and it felt like it was right in front of my face! haha.. i screamed! lolz... as well as all the other girls.. hehe...)

Thursday: worked (wasn't feeling too well, so slept most of the day and then went to work. But was feeling better to go eat ice cream with cam! hehe... yummm... I have been wanting to go eat ice cream since april! haha... and we finally got round to going. but I cut my lip with the plastic spoon >.<)

Friday: study session with mel, chi and lassie and dinner with kelv and his friends (omg! i had so much fun last night. I was meant to go to a cafe night at focus but i didn't have a ride to get there. And I was starving after studying and I wanted a night out. So when Kelv and Eug came to pick us up (voluntarily of course! haha) we decided to go have dinner. But i didn't know that I would be having dinner with another 3 of kelv's friends! haha... But they're a great bunch of guys. Had very interesting Haileybury stories to tell... lolz. Why didnt we have any glenny stories to tell?! hehe...

So that was my week. Next three weeks are gonna be filled with study study and more study! :( Not looking forward to it!

my thoughts @ 10:29 AM

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