I love how some people can enjoy their own company. To go to a cafe and have a coffee by themselves, go shopping alone or even go to the movies and buy a ticket for one.

I don't like doing things by myself. Not sure if it's lack of independence... or just that I enjoy having company. The other week at work, I tried to have a hot chocolate by myself at GJ while on my break. But it just didn't feel right. So I took my hot chocolate and went back to the store where I could talk to my workmate. Another week, I even tried to go shopping by myself but again, it didn't feel right. So after 10mins of walking around, I went home and went shopping with mum the next day. I would never go to the movies alone but decided to watch a movie by myself at home. You would think i could at least watch a movie by myself in the comfort of my own home, but no, I knew I would have enjoyed the movie even more if I had someone watching it with me.

BUT...
...there are some days where I love to just curl up in my parent's bed and watch TV in their room BY MYSELF.
... or sit in my room and play my guitar BY MYSELF
... or bake/cook something in the kitchen BY MYSELF

So maybe I do enjoy my own company... but in the comfort of my own home. Hopefully one day I'll be able to go out in public by myself... hopefully.

my thoughts @ 9:37 AM

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